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Friday, October 31, 2003
15:30

damn.. feeling s0 tired n0w..!! -.- wanna rest but needa g0 0ut.. l0lz... nvmz must ren..!! h0pe i dun fall aslp in the bus 0n the way dere.. h0pe s0me0ne will msg mi in the bus and keep mi awake.. haha... kidding lahz... =P aniwae gtg le.. =) pple.. happie h0lidaes..! take care..! cyaz s00n..! errmm 3 m0nths le..! okie.. bb..!

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hmm t0t 0f ya the wh0le nite.. din rrly get enuff rest.. t0t b0ut the many things tt happen 0ver the week t00.. i guess we shld just tok it out 0nce and f0r all and let it all remain as the past... it might nt be a gd ch0ice but tats all i can tink ab0ut.... h0pe nth bad happens.. =x *even if 2 me ya change i will try t0 understand ya 0nce m0re c0s if tats the new u tt i kn0e i'll jus xcept it...*
SLJ dun w0rrie.. and thanks f0r being by my side yesterdae.. rrly thank u gers al0t f0r either msgin 0r t0kin t0 mi 0n the f0ne..! rrly needed tat..! *huggies* s0rrie if i suddenly 0ffend ani0ne 0f ya 2dae.. gtg sch00l s00n.. take care..
3 w0rds is all i can sae.. i miss u..
sLjM rAwkZ

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Thursday, October 30, 2003
20:00

-n0thIng laSt 4eVer- pErFeCt- sImpLe pLAn..
yEps.. i n0 l0nger kn0e u.. u aint the pers0n i kn0e b4.. things haf change.. guess i dunn0 u right fr0m the dae tat i felt tt ya change.. perhaps t0 u i haf change t00...

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haiz.. miss te0 call just n0w... ask s0me 0f us t0 bring guides unif0rm and stuff... dunn0 4 wad.. s0mem0re its last dae 0f sch... haiz.. guess ya r experiencing wad i'm experiencing b4... h0pe ya can s0rt 0ut ur tinkings s00n... -.- errmm wads happening this few daes arh..?! ya dun seem t0 be the same le.. cant xplain y... its just nt the same... =x and i guess ya aint slpin tt early... n0 idea.. i ch00se t0 bleaf wad ya sae.. but s0meh0w its d0ubtful... guess ya need s0me time... tell mi when ya finish s0rtin out ur tinkings.. if ya ask mi whether i will change.. i will.. but tat will not be the real mi..
l0ve a pers0n f0r wad dey are.. tats the way it shld be

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Wednesday, October 29, 2003
19:37

back again.. things r turning out better... whee ~! =P haha.. s0 happie.. hmm meeting ended quite late.. feelin s0 tired.. mentally tired...nt g0nna d0 lit.. let her sc0ld ba... =x aniwae let the past be the past k..?! deal... errm went sch al0ne t0dae... g0t a surprise t00.. l0ve surprises..!! =P errmm to ya.. hope i din hurt ya and go enjoy ur game..! tats a promise..! relak lahz.. wasnt rrly angri.. cant describe hw i feel.. and its time f0r ya t0 change ur nick..! l0ve ya..!

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Tuesday, October 28, 2003
20:36

... n0 c0mments... gif in le.. still lyk tt... if this is the way ya wan it to be.. s0 be it... dere's nth m0re i can d0...

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things r happening t00 fast.. its just less den a week.. guess it was my fault this time.. i'm s0rrie..!!! just g0 play ur match k..!? i kn0e ya want g0 0ut wif mi.. but as wad ur frens say u r the key player.. s0 juz g0 play k..?! just 0nce.. i dun wanna argue wif ya!!! d0 wad ya mean and mean wad ya say.. guess ya kn0e wad i mean rite..!? guess we shld juz gif each 0ther s0metime.. was reminded 0f the stuff tt happen last week again.. h0w i wish i was nt in sch 0n thursdae n nth will happen..!! everytime dey tok bout it.. i dunn0 y but i will juz nt feel myself.. i dun wanna c0s 0f tt and have t0 c0ntr0l my tears... seriously the " w0und " in me has n0 heal yet... and here i am nt happie again.. dunn0 wad t0 say le xcept tt all the bez f0r ur match.. gd luck..! b0ut the s0rrie thingy... i mean i rrly dun like it when ya sae tt everytime.. i mean tink bout it.. sayin s0rrie t0 mi again in less den 4 days..?!?! nt tt i wun wan ya t0 sae s0rrie but guess thats the 0nli thing a guy can d0 when he is at fault am i rite..?!!? -.-
gUess i still dun understand ya..

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Monday, October 27, 2003
20:14

0h n0..!! just realised tt i haf t0 be c0mmited in s0 many stuff till i gt n0 m0re time t0 spend wif him... this is nt fair..!!! i'm supp0se t0 be m0re free after exams.. =x g00dness..! aniwae c0usin 0n tv n0w... haha.. he l00k yan da0 dere... =P

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finally back h0me.. =P kinda tired.. receive l0ts 0f h0lidae assignment 2dae.. sigh... -.- dun feel like d0in dem at all..! l0lz... yepz.. had early dismissal 2dae c0s 0f pr0m0tion exercise... whee~! h0pe n0ne 0f my frens will retain.. miracles might happen s0 dun gif up h0pe yet..! =D heard a busted s0ng and remind mi 0f last time.. crap...! we use t0 be such cl0se frens nw i feel s0 stranger t0 ya.. we hardly tok at all.. =x wads happening...?!?! yepz.. din went h0me wif him t0dae.. c0s he g0 c0m klass... but nvmz.. get to meet him tmlz.. =) aniwae heres my plan f0r this week.. update m0re later..
m0n-*g0ne*
tuE-pSl meEtiNg
wEd-mEeTiNg
tHurS-fReE
fRi-SLJM (dunn0 nid stay back f0r the graduatin thingy n0t) =x
sAt-IntEr uNit gAmeS.. h0pe can g0 0ut aFteR tt..
sUn-g0t a "date" wof m0m..
wad a busy week..!! help..! gif me a break..!

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cuddle and a kiss on the forehead - you like to be
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l0lz... is that true..?!?! haha =x

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Sunday, October 26, 2003
21:32

zZz... came online just to see his bl0g.. haha.. t00 curious le.. l0lz.. =P yepz.. g0nna meet him tml.. wheee.. -bleahz- finally siaz... went heartland mall wif m0m t0dae... b0ught tshirts again.. den sunday b0ught b0th shirts and skirts.. spent like $100+.. -.- g0nna stop spendin $$ le.. hehe.. tts all f0r n0w.. nitez and take care.. miss ya l0ts t00... =)

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hey i'm back again... 2dae dad is g00na leave f0r H.K. he needa g0 dere n w0rk.. h0pe he c0mes back real s00n... haiz... aniwae haf a safe j0urney h0h..!! take care..! =) lucky gt him t0 pei mi next week.. i guess... l0lz.. =P better wake up early n dun 0verslp h0h..! kidding... =P h0pe next week everything g0es 0n well... =D
tAkE cArE dAd..! mIsS ya.>!

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Saturday, October 25, 2003
23:51

guess i'm feelin much better n0w..thanks frens..! =)

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juz came back h0me.. kinda tired.. b0th mentally and physicaly.. s0me things happen in just 1 nite... was hurt when i heard b0ut these stuff... s0metimes sayin s0rrie wun help... e w0und is just t00 deep.. i cant take it as nth happen.. i cant..! s0rrie.. -.- i may haf take it as nth happen but tats 0nli 0n the 0utside.. inside me i dunn0 wad t0 sae t0 u.. gif me s0me time.. tts all i nid..

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"And The Phoenix's cycle had reached
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His sign is the eclipsed sun.

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optomism, even through tough times and have a
positive outlook on most situations. You have
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Friday, October 24, 2003
21:40

din wanna post this.. but jus read s0me0nes bl0g.. s0metimes 2 klasses cant w0rk 0ut well.. truth + peace = c0nflicts.. wadever game it is.. dun understand y t00.. last yr als0 like tt.. this yr als0 like tt... wierd siaz..

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had p0st exam activity yest... it was rather 0kie... haha the game was err.. gt n0 c0mments bout it.. at least we play it fair and square.. and deres n0 nid f0r ya guys t0 sae s0rrie k..? =) *fRenS* haha lets nt tok bout it le.. hw i wish u were umpiring us.. den mabbe things wun end up like this.. guess ya kn0e wad i mean rite..?! aniwae haf a nice h0l.. cYaz pPle..! =)

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Wednesday, October 22, 2003
15:59

g0t back all my results le.. pass all..!!! was kinda happie... =) hehe.. bleahz... aniwae 3 cheers f0r every0ne.. great..! dere wun be any less0ns tml.. dere will 0nli be games..and games and m0re games... h0pe every0ne will enj0y demself.. tats all f0r n0w..! byez..
l0ve cures all pPl.. b0th wh0 give and receive it..

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Tuesday, October 21, 2003
16:02

sth farnie happen 2dae... bleahz.. =P gt back s0me 0f my results t00.. nt tt bad lahz.. h0pe can sc0re betta.. hehe.. i'm juz greedy 4 marks.. -.- 0h yah.. c00kies will be given out tml... -yIpEe- iTs beEn l0ng since i ate it... =x aniwae gtg le..type m0re later... adios...

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Monday, October 20, 2003
18:31

wanted 2 type m0re b0ut hw i feel.. but decided nt t0.. guess i shld keep it t0 myself.. -.- and i l00k as th0ugh i'm blushin nw c0s i have sunburn on my n0se and cheeks... h0w 'nice' can it be.. =x

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waa000hhh... wad a nice dae it is 2dae..! terrific..! went t0 the sec3 campsite 2 try out the stuffs... the r0pe c0urse was nice just tt when it c0mes t0 the 3 l0gs tingy.. my heart nearly jump out.. but.. i succeded..!! yipee...! t0tally l0ve 2dae's training.. =) hehe... h0pe sec3 camp g0nna be fun.. 0h yah..! learn h0w t0 belay ppl t00.. cant bleaf i'm g0nna d0 tt durin the camp.. bleahz... =P guess i'm g0nna haf sunburn.. face s0 red.. b0dy s0 tan.. haha.. =x okie.. update m0re later.. dad wanna use c0m.. byez..!

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Friday, October 17, 2003
10:09

finally exams r 0ver..!!! change my bl0gskin.deleted my tagb0ard.guEss s0me0ne wun be able t0 tag le.. *evil laugh* ;) aniwae just change the bl0gskin f0r SLJM blog.. muz g0 see k..?! hehe.. =) g0nna d0 l0ts 0f sh0ppin the next few daes.. g0nna chiong t00..!! -.- bleahz... sh0uld i sae sth nice happen this m0rning..?!?! aniwae thanks k0r.. haha..

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Thursday, October 16, 2003
17:54

0kie... emaths was like crap.. sighz.. kept tinkin bout emaths when i wanted t0 take a nap..! arrgghh.. cant i get it 0ff my mind...?!?! -.- i'm sick and tired 0f it.. if i was meant t0 pass i will if nt nth can change the fact... s0 can i juz stop tinkin b0ut maths...?!?!

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Wednesday, October 15, 2003
15:21

exams r 0kie... wasnt veri diff.. -.- zZz... jUst tt i did a stupid mistake which c0st mi 10 marks...!!! and tt 10 marks may help mi PASS.. and i stress pass..!!! aarrgh.. but nvmz.. wad d0ne is d0ne.. at least i learn..h0pe i wun d0 the same mistake again tml..! =P aniwae met ya in the m0rning and guess everything was "plan".. tink ya kn0e wad i mean.. l0lz.. miss ya siaz...! and err guess u r sleepin s0 quick wake up n reply my sms!! bleahz... kiddin lahz... haha.. tC..! tml ya last paper le.. s0 d0 ya bez k...?
ya make my dae..!! seein u makes me veri =)

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Tuesday, October 14, 2003
21:12

2pid! dumb! spend 2 yrs learning h0me ec0ns still lyk tt..i tot dey taught me to use utensils..! zzz and i can still end up burning my finger..! wad the.. 2pid..!! pain..!!

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really feel like givin up studyin amaths.. i'm serious.. nth seems to get in.. zzz =x help..!! haiz.. but since ya ask me t0 study.. i will.. at least i did study rite..?! will not give up..! okie.. muz jia you.. was rottin at home todae studyin.. hehe.. s0 i'm n0w 0nline chattin.. startin to slack le.. which is nt a gd sign.. bleahz =P oh yah the s0ng tt swt intr0 is quite nice bAby boy.. the lyrics quite meaningful t00..! hehe.. guess i gtg le.. byez peeps.. tc..!

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Monday, October 13, 2003
21:00

okie.. yepz.. i said wad i wanna say 2 u le.. if it din make ya feel better den i'm s0rrie..! =x h0pe ya dun tink s0 much.. as wad ya say tink p0sitive..! shu0 de da0 jiu yao zuo de dao okay..?! aniwae gd luck 4 tml..! nth will change..! trust mi k..?
let fate d0 the j0b..

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l0lz... tml n0 sch00l..! can slack at h0me... -yipee-..!! hehe... =P 0kie.. cehm was quite okay todae.. h0pe can sc0re.. went t0 lunch out wif SLJ den went t0 walk ard in t0a pay0h den g0 bishan den back t0 t0a pay0h AGAIN..!! haha... guess wad..!? f0r m0st 0f the 0ptical sh0p in tP.. jess will enter and ask.."d0 ya sell the c0ntact lens brand freshl00k?" den went we leave the sh0p swt will sae"0h.. s0 tt sh0p still cheaper rite?" zzZz.. heard tt f0r dunn0 h0w many times.. bleahz..! went wind0w sh0ppin n realise deres l0ts 0f stuff i wanna buy..!! =P hehe... aniwae had a nice dae t0dae..! tats all..! g0nna end here..! cyAz pPle ard s00n..!

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Sunday, October 12, 2003
14:25

okay.juz deleted the previ0us p0st 4 some reas0n.aniwae fren thx 4 ur c0ncern! h0pe everything g0es well f0r ya pple..! hehe... oh yah.. thankz 4 ur prezzie n last nite... =) c0uldnt get to slp yest. was tinkin bout s0me stuff but i'm glad its 0ver! hehe =P as ya say muz tink positive!! haha.. okie gtg do amaths le.. byez..

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Tuesday, October 07, 2003
17:11

d0ne with chinese paper... still left a few m0re exams.. head aching n0w s0 nth g0es in.. help...!! and why.. out of all daes why must it be t0dae... why must it be when i'm kinda n0t in gd terms with ya.. den l0ts 0f ppl start askin mi where r u... wad ya doin.. y never g0 h0me with ya... g00dness... =x haiz... 4get it... dun wanna tink..

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Monday, October 06, 2003
19:39

yepz.. saw u in sch00l t0dae... and i went all silent... finally knew wad was the reas0n... =x nvmz... f0rget it... u said i was very different t0dae.. and i guess i was.. i felt like i wasnt me at all... i din knew wad t0 t0k t0 u ab0ut... dunn0 y... =/ guess i shld juz let the past be the past and l00k f0rward f0r tml..! =)

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Sunday, October 05, 2003
15:35

zZz.. =x
it feels like sth is missin..
part of me feels weird..
guess it was u..
n0 w0rds can describle
h0w i feel...
*dreamin..tinkin..*

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just heard sth fr0m a guy... s0 crap..!! wun say wad it is ab0ut... but please dun ever say tat if it is never true...!! g00dness...! flirt...?!?! hate it..! =x ehhh nvmz bout tat... g0sh... c0uldnt c0ntact ya ever since last night... h0pe everything is well.. aniwae gd luck f0r ur exams h0h..! take care...! h0pe t0 cya real sssss00000nnnn....!!!!

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Wednesday, October 01, 2003
17:05

yeah t0dae 1/2 dae.. gt back test... nt bad... -bleahz- played rounders durin pe and it was great.. keep strikin ppl out n vice versa... hehe... hmmm br0 br0ught char b0 h0me t0 play games n i'm feelin s0 b0red.. dun feel like studying n0w.. haiz... guess this will be the last post b4 exams g0nna study hard..! gtg byez..! missin ya... =P

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